DAMN!!

Did you ever want to kick yourself for a missed opportunity? I did this past Friday. I had been sitting in my car on Hempstead Turnpike, windows open to the spring-like weather, reading my paper. I was waiting for the annual Good Friday Hunger March to approach my position when the office radio sounded. “Get right over to Federal Courthouse. The FBI just picked up (name withheld). He is part of the scandal involving some local politicians and some garbage contracts and will be arraigned in Judge Ohrenstein’s Courtroom.”

The courthouse was a half mile up the road, so that presented no problem. I was there in minutes. I parked the car and walked over to the front entrance. There was a suit standing outside, obviously an attorney. “What's the big story that brings you out, today?” he asked, spotting the camera dangling from my shoulder. “I dunno. You might be the enemy,” I told him. Then I mentioned the name of my quarry and I noted the gleam of recognition in his eye. “Is he your client?” He nodded his assent. I suggested to him that it might be in the best interest of his client if he could be told that I was going to get a photo of him and if he wanted to duck and cover, I would shoot that and it would probably run in the paper that way. Most attorneys are astute enough to know that such a photo would imply that the subject must be guilty if they tried to duck a photo. If they can convince their clients, then I can get an open shot and they don’t start off looking guilty before they are actually found to be so. I don’t ask them to pose. I’d rather just get them coming out of the courthouse naturally. But, wouldn’t it be nice if I could get him coming in? That would save me waiting around for hours until he came out. And, if he wasn’t able to make bail, he would still be in custody and would be driven out from the garage in a car, and I’d never get a shot of him. Sometimes, on the way in, they’ll drive the prisoner into the garage. Sometimes they park in the front of the building and walk him through the doors. Of course, I had no inkling what he looked like. The attorney solved that for me when he pointed out that his client was coming over from the distant parking lot, in handcuffs, and in the company of two beefy FBI agents. The lawyer walked over to meet them. I hung back figuring that they would keep coming towards me, and rather than spooking the man by rushing up with my camera, I thought I’d wait for his attorney to talk with him.

DAMN! Why wasn't I thinking? I could have intercepted the perp and the FBI Agents at the head of the driveway and gotten my shot so easily. Look! His hands are cuffed behind his back. NEWSDAY PHOTO by Dick Kraus

DAMN!! They turned and went down the ramp to the garage and I was still too far away to get a clean shot. I ran over to the driveway as they were almost to the bottom. We are forbidden to go down there, so I shot a long shot knowing that it would be useless for the paper. DAMN!! I blew that chance. I made a mental note to chastise myself for not taking advantage of the perfect opportunity.

The Marshals let me store my camera on a shelf behind the security desk and I went up to the courtroom. I had to wait close to two hours before my subject’s case was called. I sat there and listened to the disposition so that I would know if he made bail. He did. His wife was there with the deed to his house. I had plenty of time. There were all kinds of papers to be filled out before he could leave the courthouse and, of course, we are forbidden to photograph inside a Federal Courthouse.

 

I went downstairs to use the men’s room. When I finished, I strolled out to the lobby to collect my camera from the Marshal’s desk. As I turned the corner into the lobby, there was my subject and his lawyer walking out of the front doors. DAMN!! DOUBLE DAMN!!!! This wasn’t supposed to happen. They were supposed to be in the Clerk’s office for close to an hour, signing papers. What in the Hell was going on? Was I about to blow a second chance in one day? I tore past the startled Marshals, grabbing my camera on the run, and raced outside. The subject and his wife were standing on the sidewalk talking with the attorney, as I raced up with the camera to my eye. His wife held up her hand to block my lens, but the lawyer cautioned her saying that I would get a picture, no matter what. She lowered her arm and I snapped off about 6 shots, said “Thank you,” and headed for my car. Some days are like that.
OK. I got another chance. That doesn't happen very often. Fortunately for me, his lawyer told him not to try to duck me on the way out of court. NEWSDAY PHOTO by Dick Kraus
Dick Kraus
< newspix@optonline.net >
General Assignment Photographer
Newsday,
Long Island ,NY
Other journals by Dick Kraus
364 May 2000 A day in Brooklyn
360 April 18, 2000 A day in the Bronx
355 March 31, 2000 2 Months
352 March 8, 2000 The Good Old Days
350 February 24, 2000 Assignments
348 February 20, 2000 Free parking
342 January 19, 2000 Cold
339 December 21, 1999 Perspective
337 December 7, 1999 Pearl Harbor Rememberance
330 Is Photojournalism Dead? Dick Kraus Photojournalism is dead.
326 October 16, 1999 HIZZONOR
320 September 19, 1999 The Storm
316 September 12, 1999 What if?
308 August 7, 1999 Death Sentence
299 July 10, 1999 A Kinder Gentler World
291 June 11, 1999

What goes around comes around

290 June 10, 1999

It wasn't Just another Ribbon Cutting

286 May 31, 1999 Another Memorial Day
284 May 23, 1999 Tears
277 May 6, 1999 Refugees
269 April 22, 1999 TODAY THE CIRCUS CAME BACK TO TOWN
263 April 16, 1999 Finally!
260 April 4, 1999 Damn!!
259 March 30, 1999 A "Typical" Day?
254 March 20, 1999 Thank you, Lynn.
243 March 5, 1999 There Are Voices That I hear
237 February 26, 1999 The Assignment From Hell
232 February 23, 1999 Thank God for Seagulls
229 February 16, 1999 The Lake
228 February 15, 1999 "Stills First!"
225 February 13, 1999 I have just returned from one of the most intense experiences of my life.
207 January 28, 1999 Communication
202 January 15, 1999

LICENSE AND REGISTRATION, PLEASE!

201 January 14, 1999 WEATHER OR NOT
191 December 23, 1998 Who Has a Dirty Mind?
183 December 5, 1998 Work With What You've Got
168 October 30, 1998 Some Days Are Golden
161 October 20, 1998 I Have An Infinite Amount of Dislike for Political Flacks
159 October 18, 1998 It Still Hurts After All These Years
153 October 3, 1998 The One that Got Away
151 September 27, 1998 Going the Extra Mile
145 September 7, 1998 OH, MY ACHIN’ HEAD
135 August 21, 1998 The Grabber
129 August 5, 1998 GOING TO THE WALL.....AGAIN
126 July 30, 1998 After an hour it was getting just light enough to make out a couple of guys carrying tv cameras, walking down the road towards me. They were a French tv crew. I asked them how much further it was to the scene and they told me that I wasn't even a third of the way there and I still hadn't reached the hills yet.
115 July 18, 1998 The Day the Rabbit Died
92 June 13, 1998 PHOTOJOURNALIST OR NOT??
77 May 25, 1998 Another Memorial Day
76 May 23, 1998 Don't Show Them Shit
66 April 23, 1998 Nothin’ Special
58 April 10, 1998 All of the Usual Rules Apply
39 March 18, 1998 You Just Never Know
29 February 25, 1998 Small Paper / Large Paper?
16 February 12, 1998 How Special Can You Get?
11 February 2, 1998 Sometimes You Get Lucky
6 January 26, 1998 Head Shots and Real Estate
 
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