Thoughts on April 20, 1999:
(Click here for Photo essay Day One)

(Click Here for Photo essay Day Two)

I had worked a couple of late nights and was catching up on sleep when I was disturbed by a series of pages.

The third 911 page at 11:30 a.m. was from my friend Jaime who said he had received an initial report of a shooting at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. The magnitude of the incident did not register for the next couple of minutes.

We headed down to Denver and the seriousness of the incident dawned on me as his news pager spit out update after update. This was a six-alarm tragedy.

I had many concerns on my mind. I had dashed out of the house with a lot of film in my fanny pack, except a lot of the film had been used at a concert the previous night. A head count of unused film brought a chilling figure: five rolls of 200 ASA, a couple of rolls of 400, two rolls of slide film and three rolls of 800. Not a good start.

The five news helicopters hovering over the crime scene were our compass through Littleton. We arrived at about 12:45 p.m. at the library where parents had gathered to find their kids.

The opening scene was the first in a series of surreal acts. I saw a mother grab her child and examine his face for injuries and then hug him. I saw students in tears as they were interviewed by local TV.

I raced to the press zone after getting some shots at the library. We were joined by a People magazine writer, a reporter from The Denver Post, US News & World Report photographer Chris Anderson and his assistant.

The first flurry of local media were already entrenched outside the police command center.

A local photographer, Mark, lent me a 300mm/f2.8 and I was in business. The police has cordoned off the area but I managed to ask a resident if I could use their yard for a closer shot.


©1999 James Keivom Click photo to see James Photos from Littleton.

Mark decided to bypass the police cordon. We drove a block around the perimeter when he stopped to ask for directions. That's when I made a crucial mistake, a mistake that went against my instincts. I decided to get the sure shot and not take the gamble. I followed the pack gathered at Leawood Elementary school and missed the shot Mark earned: he shot from a house adjacent to the school and got pictures of the students being evacuated from the building by the SWAT team.

The next couple of hours were a blur. I got shots of parents finding their kids, students breaking down and finally, busload after busload of kids who had been evacuated from the school by the SWAT team. I was so concerned about getting the action that I didn't know what I was missing.

I learned a lesson in relaxation. There was a lot of pressure to get the shot and a lot of national competition. Chris Anderson told me to relax and find my style. Relaxing allowed me to think and get a unique shot.

I was hit hard by the news that as many as 25 students were dead. I shudder to think something like this could ever happen again but unfortunately records were made to be broken.

We headed to the impromptu memorial service at the Light of the World Catholic Church at 7 p.m. The scene was breathtaking. I found it hard not to put down the camera and join in their sorrow.

The light was horrible, 1/15th second at f2.8 at 2000+ ASA still at 1/3 stop under. I decided to stick to color negative because I only had 100 ASA slide film.


©1999 James Keivom Click photo to see James Photos from Littleton.

There were two immediate problems. I didn't have time to grab a monopod during the rush to the crime scene but I found a good substitute in a musical bin behind the altar: a four-foot Latin American rain stick with a fat base. All it needed was a screw for the mount and the manufacturers would have the best sounding monopod in the business.

I also found the solution to the loud rewind noise of my EOS 1: I hit the rewind button and immediately dumped it into a guitar case.

It's amazing how the world of journalism can change so suddenly. The front page of the Rocky Mountain News that day was a feature on the Denver Zoo's two polar bear cubs. The next day it's of a girl screaming in agony after the shootings with the headline "Heartbreak."

I got back to the office at 11:30 p.m. and started off my night. Editing, scanning, captioning and transmitting eleven photos to a photo agency took me close to 2 p.m.

I was exhausted and I didn't dream that night. Thank God.

James Keivom
< keivom@rtt.colorado.edu >
Freelance
Boulder, Colorado
Other journals by James Keivom
297 July, 1999 New York Diaries
282 May, 1999 Columbine Diaries
273 April 25, 1999 A community begins to heal(Photos only)
271 April 23, 1999 A Single Photo
270 April 22, 1999 Thoughts on April 20, 1999 (Click Here for Photo essay Day Two)
267 April 21, 1999 Colorado School Shootings -- When a community becomes the focal point of a nation
240 March 1, 1999

February 27, 1999: 2:55 a.m.

212 January 31, 1999 A Riot Four-peats Sake
195 December, 1998 My karma at work is working overtime.
182 November, 1998 I was thinking of a lead for this entry, but let's get real, what lead can compete with THIS!!!!!!!!!?
169 October, 1998 I learned "Hey Jude" on the piano and then watched a man die half an hour later.
152 September, 1998 I couldn't wait to participate in "A Day In the Life of Boulder" again.  It seems that every year the Boulder Weekly hosts this event, I end up with a portfolio shot.
140 August, 1998 I need a vacation.  Not the "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" type, just a couple of days sleeping late, eating dessert before meals,...just enough time to put THE OTHER STREAK to rest.
127 July, 1998 I'd call him the best damn reporter I've worked with, but Jim Sheeler is so much more than JUST a reporter.
89 June, 1998 I've gotten off my butt and started to pave the road to my dreams. I've already filled four passports with visas from 13 countries and it's time to fill more.
84 June 2, 1998 "...you've got to ask yourself one question. Do I feel lucky?" I do after almost losing one of the prerequisites in photojournalism:  my eyes.
70 May, 1998 Taking a break from photography which has been everything for the last four years. Need some breathing room. Starting to practice on my drum rudiments again so that in ten years, I won't be saying: "If I could just practice for ten years I'd be as good as the guy on stage."
52 April, 1998 Jerry Springer and the Zen of Photojournalism
33 March, 1998 I am continually worried about making ends meet; the last check I got was seed money for a cheap meal. This is not the way to live.
30 February 25, 1998 The last two months of 1998 have been phenomenal for my shooting.
 
Contributor since 1998
 
   


home |about this documentary | the journals | search this site | reviews & talkback

Behind the Viewfinder - A Year in the Life of Photojournalism
http://www.digitalstoryteller.com/YITL
This site is protected by United States Copyright Laws
Website Design Copyright 1998, 1999, 2000 F.R."Fritz" Nordengren Digital Storyteller
F.R.  "Fritz" Nordengren